Howdy
I've spent numerous days attempting to accomplish something so fundamental I am embarrassed about myself, humiliated and extremely baffled. This is not all well documented and I feel embarrassed and idiotic to request help, it is a shocking feeling as a postgraduate. Convenient answers would be strongly valued.
I feel like this is an inability to document knowledge by biologists, and assumption that individuals will direct colleagues toward how to utilize the UCSC table browser since it's such a "straightforward" and "fundamental" part of bioinformatics.
Before you assume I am not suited to the field, I am a good coder and have a disability which exacerbates my trouble in utilizing this tool and feel disgraced in requesting help. i would simply like help and can't get it from my associates or administrators, partly because it is humiliating to admit inability to understand how to do this basic thing and feeling overwhelmed when trying to process tasks such as downloading tables to look through, and then when not finding it as promised.
I am attempting to get predicted genes in the RefSeq genes set on UCSC table browser, and have read in a paper they are in the UCSC table browser, however in the 13 tables I downloaded none have XM or XR, only NM and NR. I have read XM and XR are the codes for predicted genes, yet now I dont know whether it is a different field with PREDICTED in that indicates a predicted gene, and XM or XR is for a "model" gene.
Please don't be so hard on yourself. We are all somewhere on the don't-know-but-are-willing-to-learn spectrum, so the more you focus on the learning part, the better you'll feel about yourself.
'Everything is hard before it is easy'